I just want to thank everyone threw this hard time for my family. Things haven't been easy. We have our good days and our bad. But we will heal with time. I don't know what I would do without family, friends, our ward family, Dr's, and special nurses. I am so grateful for what I know, we would be so lost without the knowledge of the plan of salvation. We love you all and thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Pregnancy!!!

Sorry I have been out of touch. Well a couple of months ago I washed my camera. Which I loved so much, well I went to buy a new one and I hate it. So that is why I do not have any pictures on this blog. So mad at myself!!!
Ok anyways the pregnancy was going so good till I got strep this week and had my blood pressure spike to 150/106 so the dr put my on meds and I am now high risk and have to go in every 2 weeks. So I hope I can get things under control and chill out (my dr. said}. But other than that things are good, and loving the fire in my fire place and having hot cocoa and toast late at night. Gota love it!

Crazy Summer

Gosh is the summer really gone?? According to the weather people it is now Fall, I coul'nt be happier. Well this past summer was a busy one. We had alot going on. We decied to go ahead and to do invitro. We called our dr, made the appt. and within about 2 months we transfered 3 embros. So drum role....... We are now expecting our third baby in May. We are so happy that smart people made it possible for us to continue our family. We are so blessed. So morning and night sickness has set in but its all good. And thankyou all for the prayers, fasting, and support we got from all our family and friends. Bacause we did invitro as a frozen cycle I have to have shots every day because of the process, my friend gives them to me every morning. So we have had lots of play days with our best friend park, swimming, and picnics. We have had some fun days.
Justin also started school, he is in the 4th grade. He loves his teacher, we love her to. Kashlee was so sad to say goodby to her budddy, she had to wear her backpack to take him to school, even if it is a McDonalds food backpack. I promise to be better at bloging, and keeping intouch.

The best Gift

Ok so what do you get when you have this......


He makes this for you......



And you are so lucky because you have waited for it since your 8th wedding anniversary. I is so awesome, I am so lucky, cause I have him! Thanks babe!!

Biggest Loser

Back in January I said that I was joining a weight loss group, and the person that lost the most would win big money!! GUESS WHAT!!! I WONNNNN!!!!!!! I lost 25 pounds and feel so good. I won some money and got to buy some new clothes and pants that are 5 sizes down. YA HOOOO!! Love it. I have been so scared to take any pictures yet. Cause I don't see it yet. I still think I am FAT!! We are working on that, I know silly huh.

Where have I Been?

Yes I am needing to update my blog and things have been crazy.
First our ward had a rodeo night, they had games and food and lots of fun for the family. Kashlee was in a horse race and lost but won as the cutes one of all.

They had steer dressing and was persuaded to go and got beat up in all the fun. It was a good laugh.


And things have been just bizarre, Kashlee and her new goggles, outings with silly friends,
New girl cousins { Sharleen had a baby girl the day before kashlee's and cim had her baby in may} Morgan and Cheyanne. {sorry cheyanne's picture is upside down} Love of chocolate ice cream and smiles form cute girls.

More things

Well we again have been up to alot. Kashlee had her first visit to the ER!! She fell off a big step at her aunts house and hit her head really hard. She cried alot but then started to act ok. Well about an hour and a half later she started to throw up and crying alot. So the dr's office told me to take her in since the dr's were all out to lunch. Long story short she had a CT scan and everything was good. Grandma and grandpa alder showed up to give mom and dad some support.


We also had a great Easter. It was so cold, rainy, and APRIL. But we got an Easter egg hunt in and a picnic before we had to go home because it was so cold.




We had FHE at the park the other night, the kids feed the ducks, had KFC, and had races on there bikes going down hill. You should have seen there smiles, they had so much fun. We will have to do that again.

Birthday Girl!

I am a little late in telling this, Kahlees Birthday was on Monday. She turned the wonderful age of 2!! Me and my friend Stephanie and her kids went to Tucson for the day. We took them shopping at target and then to Chucky Cheese. They had so much fun. When we got home we went to dinner where all her cousins came and parted with her. But one cousin wasn't there, She has a new girl cousin that was born the day before, so was in the hospital with her mom. We then went back to the house and had birthday cake and opened presents. A very long, happy, fun, exciting Day. Happy birthday my sweet princess. We waited so long for you to come to our family, and it seems like you have always been here. Thank you for the brightness and excitement you have brought to our family. We love you more then you can ever know!!

Things we have been up to!

We have gone and gone and haven't stoped. Justin had pine wood derby and sad to say he didn't win. Last year we had to go to district because he did win. So he was a little sad but it was healthy competitions.

Then we had spring break, We left on wed. afternoon and went to jodi's softball game. The next day we took justin to the science center where we saw the news guy from channel 12 there, but we didn't make it on the news.
After that we went to the phoenix zoo, justin had so much fun. Kashlee wasn't to into the zoo, but when we saw the horses she was in heaven. Like we don't see horses everyday! We felt so bad for her because she was so sick, we had to take her to the urgent care, she had double ear infections, fever, runny nose all of it. But we are back to normal now. Well then on Friday me and kashlee went shopping with my sister and mom. Justin and JJ went to peter piper pizza and to a movie. We came home on sat. for sharleens baby shower. We had a fun weekend even though we went to the urgent care.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY !!




lOVE yA aLL hAVE a lOVELY dAY!

Loosing it!!!

Ok not literally, but physically!! My cousin sent me an email and asked if I wanted to join her family in a contest for the biggest looser, Fenn style!! So I paid my
25$ and committed to do it. So far I have lost 6 pounds in a week and a half. I am hoping to make a change in my life for the better and get healthy. I cant only blame my weight on my kids and the inherited body parts any more. I did it "I love Food!" I may not get to my pre baby size 10 years ago, but I will hopefully look GOOD!! Here is to skinny, wish me luck!! I will post after pictures, not before one's!!

Cant believe it!!

10 years and counting!! Today is mine and JJ wedding ann. We have been through so much these past years. Baby's, no baby's, building a house, love, hard ache. And we love each other even more each day!! I love this man so much and I am blessed to get to be with him forever!! Love you J!!

Ok, so my sister is the most gorgeous women I know and she has the best taste in decorating. So I got this idea from her but just made it my own way. Her friend made this gaint letter K for me and I found this old picture frame. So I painted it white and added the ribbon. I just love it on kashlee's wall, that my sister painted! Thank you meredith for being the Neatest person I know. I love you!!

We had a great Christmas this year. Justin got everything star wars, and kashlee got everything Baby. We love spending time as a family and being together.
JJ and his family grew up going out to a ranch that his grandparent owned. Well he had flash back the other day. His dad had gotten alot of cows lately and wanted to brand them with his brand. So JJ, his brother, dad and grandpa spent a Saturday branding them, getting kicked in the sensitive parts and had a great time.
You always wonder when the season is over that things will slow down sometime?? But I remember saying that last year and thinking that its got to slow down sometime? So I am not going to hope this year and just go with the flow. Here is to life and to all the busier it gets!! Hope you all have a great new year!!